The greatest challenge of this season
I guess the greatest challenge of this season is to pick up where i've fallen. It didn't seem too difficult till i have to face the same pit where i've fallen. More deaths have come to my knowledge and i can't do anything about them. Lord! I can't handle this! Only You can! You're the only one who can remove that self-condemnation i have within by the death of Jesus on the cross.
Let me renew my mind oh Lord and be reminded of the promises You have placed in my life. Let not anything in life pull me under and make me feel like a dork or a useless man. I have a destiny here and i have a reason to be alive. I am kept alive for a purpose and it hasn't come to light but i know there is a reason and purpose and i will believe. If only i believe, You can work the wonders. If only i believe!
Nothing is too hard for my God to achieve. The joy that the devil tried to take from me, that, is not too hard for my God to re-instate. All your lies will be in vain! Evil one! Depart from us for away from God, there can be no victory nor joy!