Perspective
I woke up yesterday morning (it's midnight now) having my video files wiped out. I was thinking to myself, "Lord, i just mentioned that,'though none go with me, still i will follow' and i was tested today." This production can easily take up 4-6 hours to produce. That is, with all the animation files already present. No one can ever help me in this. I had 2 choices.
First, call Mun Pun up and tell him what has happened and push the publicity to another week.(More implications) Second, to rush it up and publicize for production ministry.
I woke up and told myself, "Lord, i'm tired. I'm gonna give this a miss.." As i was picking up the phone to inform Mun Pun, i was thinking of all the possible outcomes.. Then a soft prompting came and i was quite sure then that the way to go was to finish it up and publish it.
As i was rushing up to do it, i felt the Lord say, "Have you no faith in the One who has control of all things?" I replied, "Yes, i do Lord. I'm just humanly thinking of the technicalities... It's tremendous work in an impossible time!"
And so i prayed and left for the concert hall. Got there and did the routine of passing the projectionist the laptop.. etc..
worship started... then came the sermon. I was half listening while working my way out of the "mess" as it seemed. Then came the part, "Speaking in tongues edifies yourself." I was like, "Wow, don't i know that too? But why am i not doing so?" And i spoke in tongues.. I felt (Not to be cheesy) but i really did feel uplifted and continued to do up the video.. I continued praying in tongues and somehow, Pastor dragged the sermon. I know it's due to Pastor having points within his heart to share. However, it somehow gave me more time to prepare the video. In fact, without his delay, i wouldn't have completed on time.
I continued my tongues till the DVD was completed. It was exactly when announcements started. Praise God!
As i saw the change in mindset as i set before myself the truths of God and the change in the environment according to it, i can't help but admit that truly, i was silly enough to believe that i couldn't produce it in that short span. Thank you Lord. Forgive me for not trusting You and help me to trust You even more!