A late night story...
I wanna sleep but my gadgets are still charging.. (I wonder why i started charging them.. *Regrets*)
I wanna make cards but i'm too tired...
I wanna practice but my limbs are not co-operating...
One of those ranting days where pple can only listen cause the fact tt i started charging my gadgets is hindering the solution - sleep!
So, i allowed my thoughts to wander. Thinking about loads and tons of matters and issues and finally, it came to me.
Forgetting what lies behind and forging ahead, i press on towards the prize of the upward call...
I knelt down and prayed. The first words that came forth from my mouth were, "Forgive me Lord, forgive me Father.."
I could speak no other..
Forgive me for my pride,
for my pre-conceived notions,
for my experiential wisdom which serves me yet causes me to serve it sometimes.
For my perspectives that sometimes i find hard to forsake.
For those desires that aren't of service to God and His will.
For not making a phone call that i was supposed to.
For not praying enough; for not hearing Him enough.
Thank You Lord for keeping me alive today. I could have been lost or could have been killed, but, i'm alive and You're the reason why.
Thank You Lord for so many gifts You have bestowed. I shall not want.
Thank You Lord for Your joy that has kept me sane. For passion in my heart that keeps me ablaze.
Thank You Lord for making me, Me. For the "Quiet Spirit" that is yet to be worked out.
For believing in me though i am imperfect. Your patience is my example. Your love is reason enough to brave through all things.
Let me love You with all my heart Lord. Teach me how for i do not know. Also, teach me to love others like how you loved, am loving and will love me. For God is love and therefore, i shall do all things out of love. Thank You Lord. May You cover me by day and watch over me by night. I am secure because i have You.
With love for You my Father,
Glenn