Woohoo~
Oh Lord, why am i a "heart" person?
Why do i feel things that others do not even flinch over?
It's so sucky to feel something yet know that you can't express it
because the other party can't understand how you tick.
Why do i tick this way and have ever since, not found anyone who ticks
the same way?
"What makes you think the other party doesn't understand how you tick?"
A question i would most willingly answer yet know that the answer will
cause ripples... Implications that only i can see.
It's one of those, "Hey, i think this person has got something inside him that he doesn't wanna share with me about."
And others would go, "Yeah yeah.. Don't think too much Glenn.. He's probably alright."
Seriously, i would feel it again and it becomes really clear. Yet, even that person himself won't even know about it. Till time passes...
I'm not here to prove a point. But, i would rather, be a person who feels nothing than be one who feels so much. Where can i strike that balance?
It sucks. But God, be my guide. Thank You for everything in spite of the pain it brings. It is not You but me. I have to learn and pick up from where i've fallen. In Your Son's name i am comforted, Jesus Christ, Amen.